I thought I'd better get on a site that understands. For me, it's one day at a time and that seems so overwhelming. He was the most loving compassionate man I had ever met. I can't do it alone. I lost the love of my life almost 5 months ago. Blessings to all. He was my friend, lover, confidant, teacher. One foot in front of the other & try to smile! He had seen his doctor with a cough and was told it was a sinus infection. He was shot to death right in front of me. We were fortunate to have found each other, and I know that I was the love of his life. I feel like I cannot go on, A part of me has died. I am lost and sad and walk around in a daze most of the time. He did everything for me. I started CPR and called 911- they tried to shock him several times but were unable to revive him. I still cry a lot for my husband. Are you okay?" God bless all of you who are suffering a loss of a loved one. I keep hoping they will get easier, but they don't. I miss fixing his lunch. He was my entire world. They have their lives. My husband Ken and I were out for a drive on March 21, 2017. It's so hard trying to wrap my brain around him not being here. I miss him so much. My husband of 43 years died in April 2018. He took 1 good breath and another then one tear, another breath and he was gone. Life just sucks. This is the pattern of my life He was my rock, soul, and best friend. He passed away July 1, 2006. For he is not gone . I still feel him just like his body is still here. That's when I found out. When I got up, I saw him there, unable to talk. My husband was diagnosed with lung cancer on Valentine's Day. I know exactly what each person is saying and feeling in their response to this poem. I am lost. May 19 will mark the 5 month mark of his death and it is also our secondary anniversary, even though we were only married 2 years we were together for almost 25 yrs. Jennifer. I had to keep living for our sons, but inside part of me died with my husband. No one informed us of what happen to him until we found it from our family phone tracker. He was 33 years old and would have been 34 in April. My husband of 30 years passed away on December 20, 2015. We were married almost 34 years I miss him so much Today is the 1st anniversary of my husband's death. I'm not really sure how to feel or act. She was so healthy all her life. I miss him so much. I cry constantly, and the pain is like someone just turned my stomach inside out and ripped my heart out. I told him to go and I'd be ok. I suffer from anxiety and depression because l miss him so much. We were married 27 years and together for 29 years. We were married April 29, 2016. I am better than I used to be. My diet . I will love and miss you forever, Paul. I am still in great grief. But it's a different kind of sad now. I lost the one true love of my life November 18, 2016. Perfect WhatsApp image to send each other to start a new day by Saying I love you and I . People tell me I should get "over it". I prayed to God to give me the strength to get stronger to show them to pray and never give up hope. People say crazy things. My smile is masked and the days are long and dreary. It has been a long journey and at times had wished his memory and my husband would return and if this was not possible end the journey with Alzheimer's disease. Missing someone is a strange feeling. My husband of 41 years died the evening of our 41st wedding anniversary. He would have been 48 next month and was fit and healthy. My husband of 46 years passed away unexpectedly one month ago. It's so hard looking at my children, and seeing him makes me feel good. She was diagnosed only 2 days before our 2nd daughters wedding (she missed) in June. Love to all of you. My dad died unexpectedly May 3; then Rod 5 weeks later. The one that will be on our side no matter what happens. I always knew I was so much better with Lou than without him. He had a very short battle. I will never forget him he was the love of my life and I adored him. My husband, Johnny passed on November 2007. I feel like a boat left to ride the waves and weather the storm. I am so lonely for him not anyone else. Our Grandsons helped. Oh why, why, why, I keep asking. Maybe if I had gone downstairs sooner. Oh how we loved celebrating life together, enjoying one another's company, finding beauty in each other and things we treasured together. Sometimes I lock myself in the room to cry. He would have been 47, and in a few days it's our 27th wedding anniversary. She grew from childhood, losing a lower leg from a farm accident, cancer tumor on vertebrae, paralyzed for over 2 years, cancer of the breast, 25 blood transfusions. I lost my husband 2 weeks ago. The only relief is knowing that every day I live is a day closer to being with him again. We were happy. My husband passed away on Feb. 26, 2017. God called you home They will always be in our memories and in our hearts, but always talk your child about the memories of your late husband. Raised my daughter, raised other children who needed me. We met when I was sixteen and were together our entire adult lives, 32 years. I don't even know if I am coming or going. I can't bring myself to cancel his cell phone, because his voice mail is the only place I can hear it. I strive for our babies but its so hard facing reality everyday. He got up in the morning and got dressed and went outside like he normally did every morning to get some air. We experienced all of the for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health before we even got married as he lived with end stage renal failure prior to us getting married. I'm devastated. I, too, can't understand that he won't be coming to bed or coming home, ever again. I think he knew. I lost my husband April 25,2012 because of complications I believe from a male nurse trying to insert a pic line. And even if at times, I didn't get it, he spent the last seven years where he wanted. We had been a couple since we were 16 and 17 in high school, and he was my everything. I took my wedding rings off and got them checked and cleaned and gave them to our kids as I didn't need them anymore as he was going to be with me in spirit for the rest of my life. Sometimes I wonder if a person really gets over the missing of a loved one. We have 4 beautiful children and 4 beautiful grandchildren together. Love you. Mar 24, 2015 - missing my husband in heaven - Bing Images. I was 40 when Lou and I married. I wanted to go with him. He had dementia and Alzheimer's. Missing your husband is bittersweet. Then at the point they could do no more. We were supposed to go away for the weekend a couple of days after he passed. We have two children. I stayed right by his side. I will keep my husband always in my heart. People think I have moved on but I am not sure I ever will! This poem is exactly how I feel!!! It's so hard. Katie, He was alert yet odd. Best Wishes to all and peace to all. It's hard to sleep. We were so synchronously in tune for 46 years, I have felt at times as though my balance is thrown away. And took you away from me. I tell him every day that I love him and I miss him. I always speak to my Boo Boo and know he's there listening to me. I feel the same pain you feel. God Bless All of You! We fell in love and were married. He had Esophageal Cancer. I wish I had answers for you, but the reality is everyone is broken from the loss, and like my counselor said - you will never be the same person, but you will never lose the connection to your loved one either. It's been almost nine months since his passing. Were you touched by this poem? He is gone so young but he felt what most people chase and look for their entire lives. My name is Nicole. My husband and I got married in 1984 and spent 33 beautiful years together. We were making new memories. He is 38. I lost my husband on Aug 09, 2017. I need my husband back. I feel so robbed. He was 23. July 22, 2016, my birthday, I lost the love of my life, Edwin Gonzalez. I miss him so much. I don't think I'll ever love anybody like I loved him!!! I feel so lost and alone. I pray he is with me and our 3 kids in spirit. I refused to believe what the doctors were saying. "The holiest of holidays are those kept by ourselves in silence and apart. I don't know how to move on from this. How painful it was to slowly lose him day by day for years. I miss how you would sing to me at night. This makes his absence sort of sweetly painful, deliciously heartbreaking. I can see his face everywhere I go or in anything I do. He doesn't answer, just like when he was alive! He is, and your husband is also. He was diagnosed in January with lung and brain cancer. Suddenly in April 2018 she went away. I have comfort that he woke to use the bathroom and woke me to tell me he loved me and give me our usual 2 kisses! Working around the house, God took him to soon, I was not prepared for him to go, I will never forget that day, He had just found out 1 month before he passed that he was going to be a grandpa, She arrived 3 days after his birthday, People keep telling me to move on and get over it, but I can't, I feel like the walls are coming down on me, its so quiet in the house, no one to talk to, no one visits anymore, I feel very alone, it is hard, I miss him so much. I am so lost without him. I just wish you will always stay. My husband of 26 years had small cell lung cancer, and with chemo he lasted 9 months. .. .. he is forever in your heart. Of what was yet to be, I miss him so much. I lost my husband in the morning of March 20, 2017. I lost my husband of 43 years to aortic stenosis. And while I know God will get my through this, my heart still breaks when people only want to say time will heal, when I really just need someone to let me cry. We have been blessed with so much love and support. Thank you my friend for that. Life's different, and now my support is scarce, life's empty, and I'm alone. I wear his wedding ring on a chain. It will take a long time before anything will come about. Motorcycle accident. Thank You Lord for working all things in my life according to Your purpose (Rom.8:28). My husband passed away almost 3 months ago at the age of 26, because people on the road do not know how to drive. Our daughter was pregnant with our first grandchild and my husband died 2 1/2 months before he was born. Just miss him. I'm trying to be the great pretender so others think all is okay. Maybe I could use some counseling. You are now in a better place. I control what happens every day of the week so that I am not alone because the loneliness without my husband breaks me. I am still grieving. I'm reading these because a friend just passed away. . I am not interested in playing "the game again" and was always a one and only. I lost my wonderful husband, Brian, on November 22, 2013. It takes my breath away. Just knowing I have to live my life without him scares me, I will cherish the kind of love we had for one another forever. He left me with a daughter who is 24 years old now. You melted my heart. People keep on telling me to move on and yes honestly slowly I'm trying to move on but I can feel the emptiness within myself now, living a life without him. You carry them with you in everything you do and everywhere you go. Many trips to Iowa City to see the liver doctor. October 23rd, 2016 at 3:04 PM. My Husband died suddenly in the night of our 25th anniversary. D ko alam kailan ako mkaka move on. In the morning I will be in Mont Rose cemetery for his first anniversary in heaven. We were married 34 years. It was sudden and I was woken up from him trying to catch his breath. He passed away on 17 October 2021. See more ideas about grief quotes, miss you mom, grief. PLEASE take care of yourself, and do NOT think about taking your life in order to be with your husband! Oh my, you poor dear. I am devastated also. We fell in love at first sight. So we come home and tried to live as normally as possible. Now I see a hint of new purpose unfolding as a flower petal captured on a camera lens, each day a hint more revealed. He never made it home. I miss him so much. He's able to come home after 8 days. Sad to say but it still hurts like it did the first few months. We were a family that did everything together. I feel him everywhere. We were devastated and still grieve his loss every day! I miss him so much, Can't fall asleep, night are the worst. I am blessed, thankful to have had him for so long. God, I miss him so much, miss his voice, want to talk to him so bad, want him to walk in the door one more time. A widow friend shared a quote I believe is from Dickens. I feel totally lost, hurt and sad. We were so happy. I have not closed that chapter of life yet. He passed in his sleep. I was left without a husband or a child. I miss him a lot, more than anyone knows. I'm on SSI and disability, and he had no life insurance, so it's gonna be hard to move on moneywise. If you have children to remember him by, then they need you, and you need to live for them. We have a 33-year-old son and he is everything to me. All our friends said we had a 'forever love'. I miss you Poems for him . I want you here I want you near. Not even going through it before prepared me for it. I feel like I can really feel my heart crying. I guess I came here to seek help in some way or just to talk to others who've been through the same thing. I walk, I talk. I am so sorry for your loss. He wasn't feeling well before we went to Florida and I said, "Do you think we should go." I feel like I was given this huge book and when I picked it, it was full of stories, but now half through the rest of the pages are blank. After a 15 month battle with melanoma, God called my husband home on December 19, 2012. I know God is near, and I continually pray to feel his presence to get me through step by step. I woke up, realizing he didn't come kiss me goodbye. I have to pretend to be happy every day, pretend to be 'normal' whatever that is anymore. Advice? I get up every day and think it is going to get better, sometimes it does and then it doesn't, unless you are with your friends or family. The first night I went to see him there after a few hours after his transition from a major hospital. Everything was fine. He had 2 stents put in the Wednesday before and said he felt great from Thursday to Saturday. But there are days that I feel so lost and alone. This carries me forward every day until our souls are reunited in heaven and we are returned to each other for all of eternity. I am so devastated. I loved deeply, wondrously, and passionately. 4. He died 48 hours later from a PE. I am so lost. I refused to believe the doctors, but he died 18 days later. Life has turned upside down for us. We were together for 13 years, married 3. It was so hard to listen to everyone saying that it will get easier and that I am very strong, when all I want to do is be with him. I don't like it when people refer to him as was. There are days that I feel i can do this, but then there are days where I feel like I don't want to. Or on the phone sometimes, then I can't stop. He lifted a concrete slab to the septics and tore his aorta all the way down. I'm so sorry for your loss. A few days before his passing, he burst into tears in his hospital bed and said "I can't lose you". He was my rock, and I depended on him as he did me! We also have a daughter who still lives with me and I am so thankful for her. He was just starting his vacation for a week. He passed away in my arms in our home, exactly where he wanted to pass. I can't describe in a short space, if ever, all that he bravely endured and what we all endured with him, for him. I am so sorry for your loss. I'm still trying to make since of this. 3. This has been so difficult. I may as well be deported to Mars because every day I feel like I am lost on this planet. Featured Shared Story I lost my wife on February 4th, 2021 to cancer after 4-and-a-half-year battle in remission. He was Papa and always will be. Don't feel guilty that you have life, Life that was denied to me, Heaven is truly beautiful, just you wait and see! But when darkness falls Nancy. I, too, lost my husband 7 weeks ago from an accident. Not a word, not an explanation, not a reason. I lost my husband on May 6, 2018. He was my world and he is still my world. May God bring comfort and hope to those who are still in their stages of grief, and may your memories sustain you in your darkest hours. He never was responsive after the surgery. Life was perfect. I just lost my husband May 5, 2018. My husband was to be coming home the day after Thanksgiving. That morning he told me he was going to visit his dad at the hospital as his dad's health is deteriorating. You see, he was widowed when we met and I was divorced. My husband died April 25th and I am so lost. Death is inevitable, I know. As I read this, my skin spiked as your story and mine sound very similar. Hello everybody. I demanded a bed with rails right away or I was signing him out of that place! The only thing that gives me a little comfort is when people reach out to give me a hug or when they are willing to listen to me when I need to talk or cry. My husband went home nearly 3 weeks ago. I still wear my wedding ring and I am living on but I just don't fit in anywhere anymore. I read all of these and feel like other people understand how I feel. I'm so heartbroken. I cry and don't even realize I am. Good thing you can share any of the following love poems for your husband without breaking into song. No, I am not happy with God either. Forever. He went to the hospital to have a hernia removed. I can honestly say that things do get better. It is so hard. I took an early retirement as my wife needed me more than anything. God bless you, sir. I still go to bereavement counselling with palliative services every fortnight. My husband and I were married 47 years. We married in 1952. I lost my husband 15 days, 8 hours and 8 mins ago we just burying him yesterday. It's hard for them to understand. But through all his tribulations with this evil demon he stayed a wonderful father and husband. I thank God for him and our love Why have babies in cribs then?? Everyone says it gets better with time, but that's a lie it does not ever go away. I do not want a replacement mateI want my best friend and soul mate back here beside me. Never a day my eyes are dry, every day after work, I dread going back to an empty house, but once home, I can cry for all I care. I was hurt and devastated. We had high hopes for her recovery. I still miss him more than ever, Dear Kathy, I can't wait to be with him again for eternity. 24-hour care every day with Hospice nurses. My husband has been gone for 17 months, and I still cry for him a lot. We were married 37 years. After numerous tests and extras, we were told the pain in his should was the least of his problems - that he was in stage four lung cancer and had less than 2 months to live. I can recant and recall the past, our story survived in me. Now I only have his Sister to remember him with and even she imposes limits. Great poem!!! They tell me to be strong for the children, which I do. Everyone says - give it time - I don't want time - I want him. I cherish her so. I can't seem to, as they say "get a life" yet. But counseling was the BEST thing they could have suggested. I'm not well, and my son cares for the best he can! Our dog. Died on Feb. 11, 2017. XO. Three of our daughters and I cared for him 24/7. The person we made all of our decisions with and the person who shared in the outcome of our days and our lives. I pray for GOD to take my life. My life and our children's lives changed forever on that day. I carry on It is devastating and people don't know how to help. Time? But I really miss him, and our 14 year old is having such a hard time. About 7 months later I met Barry. Had dinner, he ate so good - we were shocked. I cry driving, showering, and anything else. Thank you for letting me share a little bit on the loss of my best friend, my rock, and my love. He was my rock, my everything. With the age different we knew that he may not be here forever. He was in the hospital for two months and passed away at 39. He was in the Navy. I have heard there is no grief that is the same. I'm angry at myself, at the doctors, at him. I know that because he said, "If I ever leave, a piece of me that lives in you should blossom.